F4 - Meteor Garden 2 - Yo Te Amo

Realization/Learnings

                                                

                 

                 I felt happy after I do this blog, I realized many things in my life, a things that makes me happy that makes me feel cozy, the things that can help me in my weaknesses and the idea that how to be strong and how to face a problem in my life.As a person like me I realized that there's a lot of things in this world, the things that can make me happy like my family, friends and the people also around me and the person that can comfort me and the person who understand my personality.Being a lonely and helpless person I realized how to be a strong and how to accepted the wrong in my life and how to forget the bad things that happened to me in the past....

                I learned many things after I do this blog,when I telling the story of my life, my plan in the future, and my love life in this blog  I have  many things that I learned like  how to be strong  for the things that make me weak, it's give me and idea how to face it and sometimes I need to accept the failure in my life I need also to be good, have a nice idea for my life, career and for my coming future and also sometimes I need to back in my past even it is bad and make me weak...

              I wanna say thank you to Sir Ronald Villaranda because he gave us this kind of activity because of him I have many things that I that learned and realized in my life.I learned also that I need to be good person because not all can understand me for who am I, and for those people who mocking me i wanna tell them  that there's have no right to mock me because they don't know who am I because only myself know who really I am.It's

a nice feeling in my heart when I done this blog.

Present Situation and Plan in the near Future

               


                                    




                    My situation now is hard and very helpless but I don't want someone help because I want to solve my problems with my own and I'm trying to be good and trying to achieve my goal also.

                                                 In My Career 

                  I watch every step the path that I want to go is because I don't want to feel any regrets at the end.If ever, that I have a good future in my career in the future I will improve it more and I can handle it in a good way.

                 I want to be a successful businesswoman and i want to have  my own company in the near future because I know that if you want to achieve a one thing, you can get it with your strength, ability and the help also of your idea and self confidence.I want to be like Henry Sy so I can finish my study because I want to have a bright future to help my family and to be like Henry Sy and to be a popular businesswoman also.






                                

                                     

                                               Love Life

                 In my love life,I want to find again the man like Ray but for now even I have  a boyfriend I want to focus to my career and to my study first.

                In the coming love of my life I want to have the man that he accept me for who am I, the man that can understand my moody attitude, has a goal in his life, good work, good attitude also, lovable, sweet and responsible man because  know I that I will be happy in this kind of man and if this happen I will be good, happy and sweet person to him ever.!!!

               
                            

                                      Future Family

          In my future family, I want to have a baby boy twins and one baby girl.I want to have a responsible and good husband.

         I will be a good wife and mother to my husband and to my coming siblings I can do anything to make my future family  happy I will also care them and I will treat them as my king, prince and princess.

        And to my coming siblings I want to be the mentor of  them.I'm going to teach them how to be  a good humankind, to be  a responsible person and how to fight  the obstacles that coming into their life  for them to solve their problem with their own because I don't want them to feel  the things that I felt when I was a child even until now.I want them to be brave in any problem that their going to encounter.

         And to my future husband I will be faithful to him and I will love him for the rest of my life I will also be a responsible wife.

        I will love my future family until my last breath...

                                        

                               

Love and Relationship

                             



                        

                                              


                    I was fall in love with the naughty, aggressive  and a 24 years old guy and his name is Ray Aryan he's a foreigner.He's always block mailing me in one thing that makes me afraid to get my sweet yes and to accept him to enter my life and to be my boyfriend also.Because I'm afraid of him I gave my yes to allowed him to be my boyfriend, but I don't have any feelings for him that time I just said yes because I don't want to happened the things that I'm afraid of. But later on, I don't have any regrets when I'll accepted him, aside from his bad attitude that I encountered to him before, I don't have any idea that he is  a good, so sweet, very romantic, he always care for me and for my family also and he always gave me a flower and a sweet greetings.I'm so much in love with him but he left me because of the things that I've done to him, it's my fault that's why he left me.I can't accept that things I feel so much pain in my heart until now  and I cry if I remember him, I will never forget him even I have  boyfriend now he's always  on my mind and my heart and I cant feel the enjoyment with my boy friend that I felt with Ray he's in my mind not my boyfriend but I'm trying to love my boyfriend  but I can't, I always wish  that sometimes he will be back to me to love me again, and if this thing happen i will make sure that I will be  a good girlfriend and I can do anything to make him happy.I love my Ray so much!!!!!

Early School Experience ( pre-school/grade school )

                                    

                                              




                                            My Pre-school

             When i was in preschool I experience many bad things and I think i don't want to open that topic  because I feel so much angry when I remember that things.I also remember my pathetic classmates and my teacher that always make me shy and cry.

                                       My Grade School

               In my grade school, I experience how to mocked and how to underestimated by my classmates and my teacher also.They want me to cried and shy always.

                Because I am a silent person  and I don't know how to fight because of this they always mocking me and they always make me irritated.

                But when I was in grade three when I told to my parents that my teacher slap me with her book my parent got angry.They told me that I need to be brave and i need to fight sometimes and don't let anyone harm me or hurt me as long as i know that I am right and  they told me also that they don't want that someone is hurting me because they loved me.So, because of my parents advice I changed my pathetic attitude and  I learned how to fight.

               Then one time my classmates go with me to hurt me and to mocked me also  I felt so much angry when that things happened, then after my classmates mocking me they going to struck me and when they do that things I felt so much irritation and angry after that  I struck them too not only once, twice but many then after that  my classmates run and they looked so nervous because of my new attitude.After that incident I promised to myself that no one can hurt me or harm me I said No one!!!.Even until now I don't want to let someone to hurt me, then  if ever that they hurt me I will make sure that I will hurt them too I don't care for who they are.

                Because of my parents I learn now how to fight, how to stand up alone with confidence and how to fight the obstacles that coming into my life...

               So, for my parents  I wanna thank to them because they give me a strength and ability how to face my problem.

Early Childhood Experience

                                        

                        
                    Happy and Sad Experience 

                    For telling the truth I don't have a happy experience in my childhood.I've always sad and silent in one position, I'd love to stay in my room that to go outside and play, I don't know why I am like this maybe because I am moody person, even until now  I'm still the same.But there's a time that I am happy, the time when I want to go outside to play with my cousins and to go to my favorite silent places like beach, farm, in my tree house and the river.I'm also happy when my parents gave me a toys and accessories that time but after all of this I'm back to normal again a sad and silent person.

                                                 
                                            

                                                         False Beliefs

                  Before, I believe that if you wish in a shooting star your wish come true.But I was wrong when I believe in this kind  of belief.

                 I know that, there is a shooting star because I saw it  when i was in the province and also  the shooting star is the part of our galaxy and Milky Way  but if you see  a shooting star then you wish and you assume that your wish come true you're wrong for that kind of assuming because when i saw a shooting star I wish a simple thing but it won't be happened.

                 So being a intuitive person.I read the book about the galaxy and about the star for me to know about the shooting star and I found out the things that I want to know.So, specific and very long for me to explain why it is falling.

                                          

                     Supernatural and Phenomenous Belief

                 

                 I believe in a supernatural even the other say that  the supernatural is not true and is only an illusion but for me the  supernatural is true because i saw it when I was in the province not only in one second but in  a many second I saw  many different supernatural when i was there.That's why I believe that the supernatural is true or existing.

                  When i told to my friend that I saw a ghost she laughed at me and she told me that is only an illusion.So to make it cleared into my mind that the ghost or supernatural is true or existing  I researched it in a book.I found out that the ghost or supernatural is true because not only the human being who living in this earth as well as the supernatural also.I found out also that there is something living at the land like dwarf, gnome or "lamanlupa" in tagalog and etc. not only in a land but in the air also like ghost, white lady and every supernatural that hanging on the air as well as in the heaven also.So, when I finished to read that book I told to my parents if the thing that I read is true, they told me that is true and the supernatural is existing and only the person who have a third eye can see this.That's why I believe in the ghost and every supernatural and I have many proven to defend it.

                

         

                                                                   

Personal Information

                     

                              


                                                    

                                  


          My name is Cherilyn G. Escamillas or simply call me "Cherry" or "Che" because this is my second name or nick name.I was born in Oriental Mindoro at the month of December, the day of  28 and the year of 1992, an 18 years-old and living somewhere in Quezon City.I'm the second youngest of the seven siblings of my parents.

                           My parents:

       Alberto Escamillas

       Wilma Escamillas  

                           My Brothers and Sisters

      Henry Escamillas                -        Eldest

      Christopher Escamillas      -        Second eldest

      Bernie Escamillas                -       Third eldest
     Alma Naiza Escamillas        -        my eldest sister

     Albert Escamillas                 -        my youngest brother

     Cherilyn Escamillas             -        me!

     Judith Escamillas                 -         my youngest sister

Speaking of my attitude I am serious and silent person but if you look at me see the things that I can do.I know you cannot believe that I am a serious and silent person because sometimes I'm a bit naughty, talkative, an immature, sometimes I am acting like a brat or in a simple word I am importunate person.But what should I do???I just only run with the flow  and sometimes I need to join in the company of others and I need also sometimes to be like them as long as i know that their company is good because I really hated that someone is ignoring me.Second, I am frank person but I put it in a right place, right time and right way.And the last I am the person that is hard to get a trust I need many proven before I'll give my trust in one person.